i really dont know what im thinking. im like semi going into hysterics. hahaha just now sitting at the pcf area talking to kenneth, adrian and daniel for some reason i just burst into laughter and couldnt stop. and my stomach hurts so much.

and then there are times where i just get inexplicably pissed at i-dont-know what. and im just really short tempered.

just now, i opened my hotmail. i wanted to type and email to the class to ask if anyone wanted extra cip hours. like if anyone wanted to come down to boonlay on wednesday to help pack goody bags or come down on thursday to make booth decorations. i dont know what stopped me. after pasting all the contacts into the 'send' field, i just lost all motivation to send the mail. i only got as far as a 'hey friends' before deciding that it would be a really awkward email. sigh. even after a year its hard to send something like that, when i wouldnt even think twice about sending it to 403. haha. how depressing.

and my tree today was really ugly... i really appreciated it when people told me that it would look better and maybe even nice when all the leaves were on and it was spray painted. hahaha. makes me kinda happy.

p.s. bryan and francis, word of us carrying NEWater has spread far and wide in the boon lay grassroots committee. everyone is really amazed at our incredible 9 pallet feat (: hahaha even though everyone thinks im some superwoman now, i know i would never have been able to do it without your support (mentally, emotionally and physically)

i love you guys. haha. makes me cant wait to start training the new team.